itanatsu-chan

Saw a few OC interview memes @purfectprincessgirl has done in the past with her Three Mages OCs (sorry to keep tagging you recently, girlie xD), so I figured I'd try it out myself for fun! Feel free to ignore this.

Rules:

1. pick one of your OCs

2. fill in the question/statements as if you were that OC

3. tag four people to do this meme (lol nope.)

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1. What is your name?

-Helenia: "Oh, hello there, dearie~ I'm Helenia Frostworth, of Asteria~ I sometimes go by 'Nia' for short, but not often. Learn the name, hon~ "

2. Do you know why you were named that?

-Helenia: "I was named after my grandma on my Papa's side. Her name was Helena, and he wanted to honour her by naming his firstborn daughter after her...but of course with a little extra flair~"

3. Are you single or taken?

-Helenia: "Single, sadly. But hey, I'm always open for love~ "

4. Have any abilities or powers?

-Helenia: "Oh you know it! I got snow magic, so I can do all sortsa things! I can freeze folks in their spot, cause mini-blizzards if I'm mad enough, and I can conjure snow at will! And I can control ice sometimes as well, thanks to my Mama's ice magic abilities. It's a lot of fun. I just love showing off magic of an element fitting for a beauty like myself~ It's also not very common magic around here, so it's unique like me as well! "

5. Stop being Mary Sue.

-Helenia: "Ooh, your grammar is bad, dear. It's 'stop being *a* Mary Sue.' I would be offended by your question, or rather statement, but that name has lost its meaning over the years. So your attempt at triggering me didn't work~"

6. What's your eye color?

-Helenia: "A beautiful periwinkle blue~"

7. What's your hair color?

-Helenia: "Are you blind? Hm, well, OB-viously it's an icy, almost white, blue~ "

8. Have any family members?

-Helenia: "Er...I used to. I used to have my Mama and my Papa, but they fell ill and passed around my 18th birthday. Worst. Birthday. E v e r. Stupid dark magic, stupid dark mages...But I'm over it, no big deal! Now it's just me and my massive inheritance~"

9. How about pets?

-Helenia: "Sadly, no. I never had pets growing up because my Papa was allergic to basically every kinda animal. So, we couldn't have any. And now that I'm travelling Terra, I don't have time to have a pet with me, but maybe one day! But it's got to be s u p e r cute~!"

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.

-Helenia: "Ughh, I h a t e people who pry into my business. Like, yeah, I'm a gossip girl myself, but that doesn't mean I want people doing the same to me! Ohh, I also HATE reptiles. Especially snakes. They're all slimy, gross, scaly, slithery....eeewwww, no THANK you, hon!"

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?

-Helenia: "Weeeell, I ~l i v e~ for drama, so I love finding out and spilling the tea on anything juicy~ It's also a lot of fun hanging out with J.J. and being a lil' Gossip Squad~ I also love taking my newfound knowledge to mess with people's relationships and such, just to cause chaos~ If I'm not doing that, I also love shopping and buying the best of things when I have time during my travels~ I've got the money, so why not? I like collecting pretty and shiny things; it's also fun to flex my wealth on social media~ I think I'm part penguin because of my love of shiny objects."

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way?

-Helenia: "So what if I have? People shouldn't have such juicy gossip about themselves~"

13. Ever...killed anyone?

-Helenia: "And get myself dirty with blood? Uh, no, ew. Plus, killing is too much work. Besides, I'm not that much of a bitch. Giving people the evil eye or ruining their life with gossip is much more satisfying~"

14. What kind of animal are you?

-Helenia: "Uhh, I'm human. But ooooooh! *squeals* If I was an animal, I would love to be a chihuahua! They're so cute and tiny and lovable, and---GAAAH! "

15. Name your worst habits.

-Helenia: "People say I'm too nosy (pfft whatever) and extremely full of myself. But that's what I've heard. I mean, how can I not be full of myself? You can't beat perfection~ "

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

-Helenia: "Uhh, myself, duh. "

17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?

-Helenia: "Men. are. per-fection~"

18. Do you go to school?

-Helenia: "Nope, and I never have. My Mama and Papa taught me all I needed to know growing up~ They didn't want me associating with poor folks, and I think they made a great choice~ Just look how great I turned out. "

19. Ever want to get married and have kids one day?

-Helenia: "I definitely want to get married, yes. I wanna have a maaaaajor Princess wedding where all the focus is on me and I get massively spoiled~ Kids, maybe, but I don't know if I want to risk losing my figure by popping out little crotch goblins. It's still too soon to decide on kids, though. But I do want to get married to the man of my dreams, whenever I meet him~"

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?

-Helenia: "Well I should hope so! Who wouldn't love me? *flips hair* They just need to speak up about it, but I guess they're all just intimidated by my mere existence~"

21. What are you most afraid of?

-Helenia: "...don't laugh, but...I'm afraid of how the ocean and the sky come together. It's just...a seemingly never-ending horizon. It's very suffocating to me, and I freak out whenever I'm at the beach because of it. It makes me feel so small and, despite it being a big open space, claustrophobic. Just, the sky seeming to fade perfectly into the ocean just freaks. me. O U T. No beaches for me, t h a n k you."

22. What clothes do you usually wear?

-Helenia: "Only the best, dear~ If I'm not wearing my mage robes, I'm wearing my 'royal' gown to make me feel like royalty (like I SHOULD be--erm, nevermind hehe ). And if not that, then form-fitting, comfortable, and beautiful clothes~"

23. What's one food that tempts you?

-Helenia: "Butter. Cream. Frosting. That stuff is my K R Y P T O N I T E. I like cake a lot, yes, but buttercream frosting, ugggh, so good! I can eat several jars straight of the stuff. It's the ultimate comfort for my sweet tooth~ Just...UGH! "

24. What class are you (low/middle/high)?

-Helenia: "High class since I'm rich as heck, boi! Thank goodness for that, too~ My family is so wealthy from past ancestors to now, I have more money than I could ever need and it is AMAZING."

25. What are your thoughts on pie?

-Helenia: "Hm, I prefer cake way more. But I guess I like cherry cheesecake, if I had to choose~"

26. Favorite drink?

-Helenia: "Peppermint hot chocolate~ It's the perfect combination in my opinion~"

27. What's your favorite place?

-Helenia: "Hmm, in front of a mirror? But in all seriousness, I feel best when I'm at amusement parks. The rides are a lot of fun and take me back to when I was a little girl. "

28. Are you interested in anyone?

-Helenia: "Not at the moment, but maybe in the future I might find someone who catches my eye. I have very high standards, so it may take a long time before I do like anyone. And besides, it's more fun to tease people and be a homewrecker~"

29. That was a stupid question.

-Helenia: "And you're stupider for asking it~ "

30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?

-Helenia: "As discussed above, the ocean is out. Lakes are out, too. Both are icky and nasty, who knows WHAT is creeping in those waters! No thank you, give me a grand swimming pool P L E A S E."

31. What's your type?

-Helenia: "Hmm, I like guys with a great sense of humour and loves drama as much as I do. Being a parter in crime is a major plus. Oh, and if he treats me like a Queen, I definitely love that. He's got to spoil me, too~"

32. Camping or indoors?

-Helenia: "Are you stupid? Indoors for sure! Outside has dirt and bugs and all sorts of icky things! Not to mention boring as heck! There's nothing good about being in "the great outdoors." Even when I travel, I always try to find an inn and not spend the night in any woods. I'm not sleeping on the ground where creepy critters are and all sorts of icky stuff. *shudders*"

33. Any fetishes?

-Helenia: "Pfft, wouldn't you like to know, honey~"

Goodbye 2020...and good riddance. I don't want to be too optimistic in case things still suck in 2021, but I still hope 2021 is better than this year has been. The only good thing that happened for me this year was having my weight loss surgery in June, and reconciling with an old friend. Everything else fucking sucked. Covid, lockdown, I lost my 12 year old dog, and a couple family members also lost pets of theirs that I loved dearly...just everything. Fuck 2020.

Meanwhile I'm hoping things get better in 2021. I'm depressed I'm going to be 26 in March, though. >.> But anyways, I hope to make more art in the future. Right now, though, I'm kind of burnt out on everything. I'm still going to work more on my body and mental health. Another thing is, starting in January of 2021 (not tomorrow on the first day though obviously lol) I'm going to go job hunting. I'm tired of being useless. Though it'll be hard to find any entry level job willing to accept a 25 year old with no previous work experience or job...but either way, I want to support myself. Also because when I turn 26 I can't be on my mom's health insurance plan anymore, soooo yeah.

It would be nice to learn how to drive again, and to finally get a license, but we'll see. I still get anxiety whenever I think about driving, though. But I hate public transport (too many horror stories I've heard and seen), and I don't want to keep relying on my mom for my ride, so. We'll see.

I really want to go back to college, however I don't think that's happening anytime soon because of the stupid virus and everything still being remote. And I think my state is shutting down things again, I'm not sure. Because I'm one of those people, I can NOT learn online or in Zoom meetings, I HAVE to be in a classroom. It's easier to attend school in person and it feels a lot less like being on your own as opposed to online. And some may recall how I had to stop after like two or three days of Zoom classes because I had a mental breakdown over how badly Zoom learning stressed me out. At least I'm doing better. While I would like to go back to school for nursing (pre requisites first though), I've also teased the idea of potentially going to learn how to be a flight attendant since my school offers that, and because I think it would be an interesting job. But I don't know, my mind is always changing what I want to do in life. I'm so indecisive.

Either way, I'm just glad 2020 is finally coming to an end. Here's to hoping 2021 doesn't suck as bad as this year did or worse.

UPDATE: I AM ALIVE AND WELL!!! I got out of surgery about six hours ago and everything went swimmingly. I do have some dizziness and nausea, as well as mild pain in the surgical area, but that's to be expected. Plus side is that it doesn't hurt as bad as I thought it would. But at least I made it out alive. Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers!!! :heart:

So, tomorrow at 2:15 pm EST, I will be having my sleeve gastrectomy surgery. I'm...both super excited and super nervous. After five long years of wanting it, and almost 8 months of prepping for it, it's happening tomorrow. I'm super happy to start a new chapter of my life, I'm tired of being obese and I'm so excited to have access to this helpful tool.

However, I'm still scared. Scared of the minute chance of something going wrong. The laparascopic surgery is super super safe, but I'm still weary of the small chance I could...not make it. It's very unlikely I'll kick the bucket, but I'm still nervous. But I've made peace with myself and God , so I'm ready in case anything happens. But I doubt it will.

However, I just want to say this in case something does go wrong:

Thank you guys so much for standing by me. All your support means the world to me, and I love having people who care. So thank you all. Especially to the friends I've made here over the years, thank you. You mean the world to me.

But hopefully I'll update you all as soon as I can after surgery if all goes well.

I'm excited to start a new life tomorrow. I've waited years and it's finally coming. Despite my nervousness, I have overwhelming happiness. I can't wait.